I have been offline for close to a month and it was hard!! I came out in a rash within hours of us losing our connection. I was losing sleep, checking the post box obsessively every day for our new modem and start up pack from our new provider. It wasn't good. After a week though I suddenly reaslised, I had read a book from start to finish and almost knitted a scarf. I even baked!! I made a point of not pointing it out to A. He probably would have had it disconnected permanently with all the little things I achieved in such a short space of time. As much as I missed it, it was great to get away from conception/ivf forums and to be so obsessed with where everyone is in their cycle. For the moment I have a better balance. I lived without the net for nearly a month, I can do anything now!
As for our cycle...it's still not happening. We have put it off until September. Those terrible herbs I am taking have been working by making me ovulate earlier so we are giving it a bit longer. If we dont get that miracle with the naturopath in the next couple of months, we'll definitely going back for ivf before the end of the year. Have to take advantage of that medicare safety net.
So, I'm still taking the herbs twice per day, and now I am on these horse tablets for my thyroid. Two, morning and night. They taste almost as bad as the herbs. After 2 months of these herbs and tablets, I'll be capable of anything
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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